The awakening journey can be daunting to those who are just starting. There is a shit ton of info out there and everyone but you seems to be an expert on just what to do. Instead of making things hard on yourself while you are learning, follow the saying *KISS* Keep it simply spiritual. :)
Use the full moon as a time to reflect on who you are, the changes you have made, and the changes you want to make. The energy is perfect to let go of the things about yourself and your life that you don't like.